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For as long as I can remember I really like the feeling of my leg or arms falling asleep. I loved the tingling sometimes I wish it didn’t stop and when I’d sit for a while to get my hair braided as a kid the tingling was like a little treat for me, and when I told my sister I liked the feeling she was like “ that’s so wierd” and I thought she was wierd cos she didn’t like it but turn out nobody like the tingling 😭😭but me and I still do !

When I take a nap I hope I sleep on my hands so I can have a fun surprise when I wake up

Personally, I’ve been struggling with my faith since 2021 when I lost someone really important to me in my life. And after that struggle, I managed to get back up and in 2023 , after another really traumatic event I felt my iman and faith get stronger,but now it has taken a really serious dip again and I’m really scared cos my heart just feels so blocked and I don’t like it .I like how religious I used to be. I wish I could get back that version of me and the thing is I don’t even know if I’m trying hard enough to be better or even trying at all, it just feels exhausting . I really don’t like feeling like this at all but I don’t know how to stop all these doubts 😔