u/maindz

i can't seem to function as an adult, i cant get a job that lasts longer than 6 months my anxiety and autism make me burnout and quit if im not fired beforehand. i dint have any studies or passions anymore i dont do art like i used to the only thing that brings me comfort is yearning, age regressing and mentally going back to when i was groomed, those are my comfort years. i dont feel safe as an adult i dont enjoy being an adult i dont think ill make it as an adult

i dont think i can go another year of being unemployed and im tempted to do SW because of how my relationship to men online and irl has been since the time i met my groomer. im worried about how this decision might affect my mental health ¿do you have any experience with SW?

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