u/malaki_tt_ko

Just wanted to share my life experience about hyperphantasia phantasia I am in no way boasting about this.

Since I was a child I used to be very imaginative I used to have two teddy bears that I always use to imagine them fighting for my attention like full on fights with dragon ball powers kaioken,Kamehameha wave,spirit ball,multi shadow clone,rasengan and many other types of superpowers and I think it did wonders about my imagination,then as i got older and COVID-19 hits I moved to the countryside and in the school I made scenarios of having harems of anime girls and being a sword god in my own little world i also uswd to play games by using a notebook to act as a phone and doing that in school was so freaking weird I never realized I was so weird to the eyes of other's then in 9th grade I stumbled upon a tiktok about hyperphantasia but I was super skeptical of it because i thought it's just bs but as i got older in 10th grade I realized it really is real and i have it when I asked a classmate to visualize a prototype of a machine we were working on my classmate said he can't visualize it vividly and actually needed my help for the simulations and all throughout junior high i never really had to study my ass off just to be at the top though I was probably maybe 7-8th smartest in class it's because my visualization helped me with visualizations and simulations about what happens in the eye of a typhoon sum like that so i then stuvlee across the same tiktok of the hyperphantasia and became more open and researched about it in reddit and also realized I am hyper in all my senses except smell and now that I'm in senior high I also talked about my hyperphantasia with my friends and they think it's a cool thing but there are also bad sides to it like a double edged sword,it amplifies my emotion so whenever I read a novel or watch anime about love I can also feel it like im living it but if i stumble upon cheating stories i cry because the world is so cruel and i feel the sadness and heart break plus with intrusive thoughts it's annoying sometimes i imagine my little dragon getting cut by a scissor clean off like paper and i feel the sensation and that's that for my story thx

Like when they realize your personality is different because you are currently switched with your tulpas,plus what's your friend's reactions when you told them about your tulpa/s?

When I do imposition and passive forcing with my tulpas my head would ache tho she has reached vocality I still have to do forcing but my head hurts everytime is it normal?

Tulpas are a part of you it isn't a separate soul but it is you.

Your conscious and unconscious mind is what creates the Tulpa and unconscious and consciousness can only exist if you have a brain or a body it is vastly different than a soul, a soul is merely like an id to identify you.

Just like when we were little and our consciousness was developing we used to only speak in yes or no and gradually be able to speak more or move more and that's just like a tulpa's development but they already have some knowledge.

So it's basically raising a consciousness something like that

Butttttt if you disagree then feel free to give an opinion I'm very open minded about opinions

Just a side note:in my eyes the process of making a tulpa is like imagine a blob called consciousness, unlike an alter ego where you split your consciousness, making a tulpa is like slowly taking parts of your main consciousness and making a second consciousness alongside it and with time the size of the two consciousness is comparable or maybe 50/50 and it is all inside the blob of knowledge that's why tulpas can access memories. Plus I never meant to say that tulpas are an unconscious being i meant they are a conscious part of your main consciousness

I see people on reddit having multiple tulpas and I'm also kinda scared because I saw a post of a Tulpa from a system of 7 taking over the host's body well it was with the host's permission and the host lied in dormancy but the Tulpa who took over was kinda greedy you could say and never decided to get the host back into the body so im kinda worried if I get a Tulpa I would also accidentally make more tulpas and be like that guy

So I want to create a Tulpa for companionship and abstract thinking for my debugging my codes and also for someone to talk to me when I'm alone of course I will also treat them like another human being as he is also a part of me and treating myself badly will do me worse

But I'm concerned because there are stories of tulpas permanent switching with the host well though it's at the host permission but I'm still concerned what if my Tulpa overpowers me and takes over my body via switching HELP(preferably i also want your tulpas opinions)

What I mean is well I have this idea that,what if I had a rock or any things symbolizing her,that I would make that a medium for us to talk, like for example I made a rock necklace and everytime i wear it she would pop up and talk to me or just be with me

Is that kind of thing possible so we have like moments of privacy?

Though right now I'm still in the early stages of making my tulpa and I'm thinking of doing that before she fully forms

Do anyone know of any low effort LD techniques?

Like just doing it before bed helps lucid dreaming

So I've been practicing hyperphantasia for a while now not because for trying in aiding my lucid dreams but because i want to level up my writing skills and cinematic experience,and also I am trying to lucid dream for 2 months now and no progress I just have to ask if hyperphantasia can help lucid dreaming like in VILD or MILD?

And also what's the difference between VILD and MILD aren't they both just visualizing and setting intentions?

I now realize that beginner's luck is entirely different for when you train for lucid dreaming because two years ago I had tried to practice lucid dreaming and managed to pull it off for the second try and after about 5 lucid dreams continuosly for a week I somehow had a reason to stop lucid dreaming but i forgot the reason now im trying to get into luvid dreaming again and tried for 2 whole months on my school break but i still don't have any progress there are times i almost questioned if i was lucid dreaming but ultimately ignored them.

That's why my first week of lucid dreaming was just beginner's luck and training for lucid dreaming is very hard considering i only have two tries in dreaming the first being when i first sleep and the second is when i do wbtb.

Maybe you guys could also recommend me other LD techniques?

Had a dream last night about having sex in my room with an anime character specifically a mommy type from genshin impact I don't know which one but my best guess was shenhe, I actually felt her smooth skin when all of a sudden in front of me I saw my uncle's back trying to find something in my bag I stopped and never got a climax from that when a question arised why the f##k is he here I was about to become aware when i just ignored the question and woke up feeling pissed because i never got a climax with my beautiful mommy wife shenhe I'm about to cry 😭

I know im a bit freaky and you might down vote me im sorry