Thinking of ending it, but how bout my kids ☹️
Hi nanays, I'm a mother of 3 (currently 8 months pregnant) and earlier today, I'm thinking of ending my life- but first I wanna write something for my kids, at least an explanation and apology, but I can't find a pen so here I am.
Do you have pandemic babies?? Hehe bec that's when I had my first baby girl. She's just so precious but hard truth, I got paused and I set aside my career, my life. I focused on being a mom and a wife. After graduating, I worked, passed the licensure exam and even passed the civil service in the same year. I thought I can still do it even im already a mother.. but no. Right now, im in soooo much debt, husband doesn't want to get involved eh pero the reason naman kung bakit ako nalubog is bec out monthly allowance is just 12k. 1 yo, 5yo and me, 26. Hays.
Right now, I don't know. Kawawa naman yung baby ko kung isasama ko pa sa kagagahan ko. Pero pagod na pagod na ko, being an ate (breadwinner), being a wife, being a mother, working 12 hours straight duty for a minimum income 🥺 sobrang unappreciated ako in every aspect. Hays