Visions in daily life
In 2023 a series of synchronicities led me to a Lama Lena teaching/transmission. At the time I had been practicing open eye meditation for about a year. When I started I didn’t know what samadhi was, I had no familiarity whatsoever with meditating or any of the methods. It felt like a latent predisposition for it activated, and I reached deep states early on. I felt very compelled to practice vajrayana when it came into my awareness. That’s when I stumbled across her video, watched it, and the same day began experiencing visions of rainbow bindus in sunlight—the sky was filled with them! Over the past few years these visions have been a constant; I see them each day, and they’ve grown. Vajra chains, lotus flowers, mandalas. I’ve also spent a few years learning to work with the energy surges and physical symptoms. It’s calmed down a lot.
(After the vajra chains first appeared, it triggered a memory of seeing them in childhood. At some point they vanished back then.)
I’m not really sure what to do with any of this. Do I just let it unfold through me?