u/marcellalugo

My dad died February 19th. Today was one of the worst days I’ve had. It feels like every day gets worse. I don’t understand any of this. I’m lost. I’m numb. I cry every day when I wake up. I’m so heartbroken. I lost my dad to pancreatic cancer and I swear I’ve never gone through something so traumatic. I’m so lonely even when I have so much support. Nobody can feel the deep pain i have. I lost my best friend, my identity. Idk who I am anymore and I feel like life has kept moving and I’m just stuck.