It's not getting easier
I'm missing my husband more everyday but In different ways I miss his touch and then I remember I won't see or feel him touch me again,I won't ever feel how safe I felt in his strong arms, God I miss him holding my hand, everywhere we would go, to the store, in my car, Byron would always hold my hand and then at the end of the evening he would say a prayer and would always grab hold of my hand every time, made me feel so secure in life in our marriage, I just wanted to say I'm missing you Byron, I wanted someone to know I'm missing my husband my best friend tonight, hold everyone you love close, always check on them, if they need someone to talk to be that person even though it may not be your thing to be a listener try just for a few minutes if that's all you have it might be all they need today.