Tldr: all my manifestations are reaped by my current partner
A little about myself: i am a very spiritual person, manifestations, tarot readings, meditations, aligning chakras, grounded to nature. On the flip side, i have moments and bursts of sleep paralysis where i see demons, very prone to evil eye.
Throughout the relationships i have been in all my life, the manifestations i do gravitated toward my partner. Let me give you a story.
Throughout my entire high school, i manifested a specific university with a specific score to get into that school. Although i did get into a similar tier school, my then boyfriend got into the one that i wanted with the EXACT rank i manifested. It's been 4 years since then. The kind of job i wanted with the location that i manifested is where my ex works now.
I do believe in manifesting and being very specific, so the universe tunes into what i truly want. You might think it's a coincidence, but funny enough, this has happened with my current boyfriend as well. The end of college is when you start looking for jobs and placements and he is a year older than me. We studied in two different countries. I met him after he already had a job. He recently made a switch after spending a year working in the same office he was in when i met him. Anyway, I've been manifesting for a certain salary i would like to get. Him and i are in two different fields, investment banking and engineering, yet he has the salary that I want to make, TO THE DOT. Whoch practically 8x his salary in the previous firm. 2-3x is normal, but 8x is crazy. Especially when the jump is between similar tier firm/banks.
This seems to happen with every partner i have with whatever life stage i am in. I often dont reap what i sow, but my partner does.
Is this an energy leak, or am i tuned to their frequency? Send help, lol