Just had my worst attack since diagnosed
Since being diagnosed and getting buscopan I've been managing to catch the attacks early and mostly stop anything too aggressive. But today... It came on so quick that even with taking the buscopan it did nothing. I was in agony for over an hour. Just when I thought it had calmed down it flared right back up again. At one point I felt myself nearly pass out, all while fighting the feeling of throwing up. I was honestly at a 9.5 on the pain but the NHS says it doesn't count as an emergency and I shouldn't go to a&e until either jaundice sets in or it's been 8hours of agony. Ngl I'm so done with this, it's really messing with my mental health which is already a huge issue. Today I nearly did something bad because I wanted done with it all. Im just so sick of not knowing what will trigger it, it seems so random, one day I can have something the next I can't. And then according to the NHS ap it's like 42 weeks wait time and I just don't know if I can do that.