u/mealiemil

today’s my 17 birthday and I was crying about not knowing what I want to do with my life. he doesn’t know I’m lesbian. he loves me conditionally— but he straight up said hed support me with anything unless I was gay. hes extremely homophobic and says stuff like this all the time. but hearing this on my birthday made me sob and I don’t know what to do knowing hell grow old probably hating me because I want to date a girl. I’m so tired of this that I’m considering just forcinf myself to date a boy to make him happy. i may be miserable, but I’d rather live miserably than lose him