u/mediocre_minion

I'll cut the bs and get straight to the point

What do you all think about yourself.

I'm a Meena from Alwar but was raised in Delhi

Im just curious about my identity nothing more

All the things I have seen on the internet are just contradictory BS. Some says we are subpart of bhils which is as I learned utter BS. They are called Bhil Meenas and are treated as a separate caste.

And on social platforms there is just hate with no real info.

One day we are Rich, Landowning UC taking rights of real tribes

Other day we are Shudras

On another day we are worse off than dalits 'ajankyas' or something like that

Then we are actually jungli adivasis one day

So what exactly is the truth.

My family says we are just a pastoral community which ruled certain areas during some period of history.

To me the pastoral one makes sense since I have never actually faced discrimination in my villages like other SCs and STs.

But I have seen some posts about Meenas being discriminated against and even assaulted in southern and western Rajasthan.

And also the Matasyavanshi one. Most people ik don't worship bhagwan Matasya.

Edit: I'm asking because of genuine curiosity Why are y'all downvoting me ? I never called myself the top of the Caste system or denied being tribal or anything so what's with the hate comments ?

So I started working out last month

I just do whatever I want for now

Like running 5-10km in the morning

Doing 20 pushups wherever I feel like (10-12 times) anytime of the day

Other things like chin ups pulls crunches lungees etc etc

I don't have a fixed regime

Started playing volleyball too last month (3 hours daily)

Recently my friend told me I am over training and might injure myself like this and I should follow a fixed routine

I do feel tired and pain but is it normal since I'm just starting rn ???

Also what exactly is the limit ?? How do I know how much I should workout or when to stop?

I enjoy the muscle aches and pain so I never really thought about overtraining until my friend pointed it out ..

Suggest a mobile phone under 15000 for my mother

She only uses youtube, gallery, WhatsApp, Facebook and for calling

So no gaming or performance based

Also any camera would do

Same as title ...

I have completed my syllabus

Practiced fuck ton of ques

Now all left is regular revision until exam

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Took 2 drops for NEET

Had health issues and couldn't study

Getting a score of 450 this year

Don't wanna do Bsc

Can't afford private colleges

Just got my licence (mod doesn't allow age so you can guess)

Now got a job at a Small Real Estate firm in a tier 3 industrial city through family

Small team of 7-8 members

75-80hr a week

No weekend offs

4 leave monthly

30k-50k / monthly (Performance based)

There are some perks too like free food and transportation allowance.

Asked a relative he worked there for 3 years now and makes around 20lpa now

He started with 25k-50k monthly

So there is scope

Is it worth it ?

Or should I go for another drop ??

This is my second drop year

I wasted the first drop with friends and games and shit

This year I finally got serious but had some health issues so I couldn't prepare properly

But I'm confident about BDS i checked the cut off and tallied I'll score enough for Esic Delhi

Should I take a partial drop with BDS is it possible to manage neet prep with it ??

Or should I go for another complete drop

(I'll turn nineteen this year)