u/merpderp96

I cant take this damn anxiety I get after drinking. Im talking non stop pacing and sobbing feeling like my heart is about to explode. I went sober 58 days then started drinking for like a week with 2 days off in-between. Im 31F and been drinking since 19. I but hey, drug abuse, gang rape, nudes getting spread of you, and a few forced abortions will do that to you 💁‍♀️ it started out with beer but turned into a whole different monster in 2020 when vodka came into picture. Its not fun anymore. My entire life is a mess. The vodka hammer isn't working amymore.