u/mewtwosucks96

I've recently been getting more attention from our parents than my older brother does and it's been making him jealous. So much so that when his friends decided to take me on a trip, he objected and insisted we all stay at me and my brother's house. Him and his friends argued about it for a couple minutes until our cousin came in with a pretty girl to tell us to keep it down since they were trying to watch something on TV. Sherlock Holmes, I think.

One thing led to another and we ended up taking a trip after all, just not to the same place. So far, there hasn't been any point where this trip has made everyone happy. Either everyone else is angry while I don't have a care in the world or I want help getting some food while the others are having fun with some party animals we ran into. When that happened, my brother had to stop what he was doing and help me open a jar. I could tell he was annoyed with me.

Despite that, I can also tell that my brother cares about me. He's been consistently choosing to help me even when his friends need his help too. I don't know what happened because I wasn't there, but my brother must've done something wrong to get his friends mad at him because he's pissed off and saying "Now I don't even have friends!"

Then he got mad at me for just drinking some milk and using a blanket. That's weird, right? He's giving me the vibe that he wishes he was an only child again, like if he could give me away to another family, he would. At least he was until he felt bad about playing keep-away with some more food. Now he seems happy to have me. These mixed messages are really confusing me, so I'm making this Reddit post despite the fact Reddit doesn't exist yet, I can't access the internet where I am, and there's no way I would know how to use it anyway. Little fourth wall humor for ya'.

Am I the jerk?

In today's stream, he seemed to think that every game was a different version of the same one. I hope someone explains to him that they're more like sequels. Yes, you're doing a lot of the same things again, but in a new location with different characters and a different plot. It's no different than a Scream fan wanting to see Ghostface kill people again even though they've already seen it seven times.