Don't understand what I did wrong.
I don't really know where to start.
I'm incredibly confused and hurt and just don't understand what's happening.
I'm working in a primary school and I'm working very close with three other people, for like 3 years now.
We grew close, supported each other, meet outside work etc., I would've considered us friends.
Earlier this year in mid April I got sick and was home sick for almost 4 weeks.
Since i came back to work, I noticed them ignoring me more and more, shutting me out, not really talking to me anymore, snapping at me for nothing, they kicked me out of our WhatsApp Group ( it was just the four of us), are talking bad about me behind my back, not giving me informations I need etc.
I don't know what happened. I don't know what I did wrong.
I always really enjoyed working there, working with them and it was almost kind of a safe space for me.
Now I'm crying everyday after work, I don't wanna go to work anymore, I constantly feel like I'm walking on eggshells, one wrong word or move and everything goes wrong.
I'm so afraid to speak up, to say something wrong.
I just don't understand where this is coming from and it's triggering me so much. I wanna speak up and ask them what's wrong, what happened, but I don't know how. Even thinking about it makes me anxious and scared.