I’m 17F and I never had friends
I’m 17F and I never had friends. As a kid people just bullied me and now the only people that I talk to sometimes is my brothers friend when he sometimes invites me to play games. Otherwise, there’s nobody and I talk to him like once in two months. I also had a girl who we were mutuals and then met irl, but she multiple times hinted that she finds herself better than me which I don’t tolerate.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me. If it’s me, or is it the way I do things? I usually say to myself I didn’t find anybody right to be friends with (or to date), but there’s always a feeling that it’s just me.
It’s not like I don’t have hobbies or passion. I truly do. But I still feel like the ugliest and most boring person due to the fact I don’t really have anybody.