u/mornlovemany

So i used quick fix for a test on friday and I wont know until monday (technically today/tomorrow morning) and of course I’m overthinking and panicking. It was a dot test and the thing I keep thinking about is the fact that I did not “wipe” afterwards. I set down a couple toilet covers out of instinct for public toilets and I put the quick fix into the cup a little over the line I squirted the rest into the toilet and forgot to ‘wipe’ as I mentioned. I just stuck the bottle back where I was hiding it and gave the lady running the test the sample. Will this affect the results? Does this mean I failed? Im so fucking nervous lmao

She died in 2022. I still think abt her everyday. Which is funny because before she passed she implied that I would be fine and move on. Well I guess in some ways I have, unfortunately u do have to keep living. But not a day has passed where I have not thought about her. Her music taste was impeccable. Her kindness and love was deep. So many memories, dreams, thoughts died with her and it’s devastating of course even after all these years. However what always hits the hardest are the times where something in the news happens that I know she would have cared about. Or when a song comes out that I just know she would have had an interesting opinion on. And just knowing I’ll never truly know what she would have thought because no matter how well we knew each other, the thoughtfulness of her taste in art meant she was always able to surprise me. I miss her. I miss her.