u/mostafaelmadridy

I am a junior resident, and I have seen my share bit of ife and death situations, saw a lot of young people passing, a lot of mass trauma incidents, and thev always fueled my stubborness to be better and offer more help in the future. However when I see globa news and see a headline about a missile striking a building killing some dozen people instantly I feel a huge cognitive dissonance, I am studving all that busting my ass to work on a single case, feeling quilt about a single patient coding despite our best efforts, feeling pressure and high stakes all my life and realize some other human decided to wipe out an amount of humans worth a month of workina ai the hospital in just a second? I feel huge disappointment and lose the joy and purpose of the job sometimes. I know i am not supposed to let external news bleed into my life or that I can't contro the global conflicts but that doesn't make the ntrusive thoughts any less painful, any tips?

I am AuDHD and I am medicated with atmoxetine, which made my attention and focus flawless and I hyperfocus and do a lot of things daily better than before, however my motivation to do chores or commute or go to work (i am a physician) is tanked and i can't initiate any boring tasks at all i feel like my body and mind are paralyzed and I keep imagining and picturing my misery there so I decide to continue sleeping or gaming and don't care about consequences i am oriented very short term and chase short term gains. My psych prescribed me low dose amisulpride for motivation since stimulants are very hard to get in my country and this is a poor man's stimulant so can I expect an improvement on it? did anyone try it?