u/murdernocturne

I'm new-ish at astrology, but not a complete newbie. I've had difficulty in figuring out how to channel my 12H productively, so I'm curious to hear if anyone has thoughts. If anyone has general insight or an interpretation on how this energy manifests in my life (as opposed to advice), I'd love to hear that, too! I've included both my placidus and whole sign charts. Still on the fence about which house system I feel more accurately reflects my life, but I've noticed people here generally lean towards whole sign. Sidereal feels significantly more accurate for me, personally- in tropical, I have an Aries stellium I can hardly fill the shoes of lol.