Is it really cocsa if i was never forced?
When i was around 6 me and my older brother (who was 9) would go into each other’s beds in the morning before our parents woke up to play. However one day he initiated a game called ‘doctor’ and he said to not tell my mom about this new game. In this game he said we would take turns checking eachothers bodies. Hopefully this is pretty self explanatory but it was mainly focused on the private areas and we did take turns on each other. Occasionally he did try to stick small foreign objects in there as well. So i would say we played that game like a couple times, and then one day my mom walks in on us and its me butt naked with my brother behind me and was asked what was going on and then my brother pinned it on me and said we were role playing as animals and that i said animals dont wear pants (which i definitely didnt say). After this i dont think it happened again and my mom never really said anything and i guess it was all left in the past. Around the years i did try to use the game as a threat to snitch on my brother and he would always say pretend like he didnt remember what i was talking about, which i know is 100% an act.
So essentially i dont really know if i was a victim? Because technically i did consent so no one was forcing me to do this and we did do it to each other. This is really confusing to me and i would really appreciate if someone gave some opinions and answers on this so thanks if you do.
Ps. Sorry for any typos if there are any 😁