... and I think I'm single again.
This one ended weird... or did it? I have no idea anymore.
We had an argument back in March, if you could even call it that. It was a discussion. He asked me why I didn't delete the apps earlier because he deleted them in November (we started seeing each other in mid-October and met via Facebook, actually, of all places). I said I don't know. I wasn't talking to anyone. But we didn't talk about being exclusive until December.
That was apparently it.
Haven't heard from him since March. We still follow each other on IG but he's been ignoring me.
I recently noticed he unfriended me on FB. Then, last night, he posted a bunch of memes about being single again in your 50s to his IG story.
I guess that implies I'm single again, too.
In retrospect, I feel like he was searching for a reason to end it and found one even though it makes literally no sense.
I thought the sixth time might be the charm for me, but apparently not.
As much as I want to be in a relationship and I love that life, I feel like I'm becoming a serial monogamist, and maybe it's better to be single.
I haven't brought it up to my therapist yet. Not sure if I want to because I already know what she's going to say, but damn does this suck.