u/mysteriouslycurious9

The issue is I have always been a bottom, and derive almost no pleasure from topping. I can get a strong enough erection to penetrate but can't keep it once inside. It doesn't do me any good 😭

I get off on serving men, so I thought I could trick myself by doing this as an act of service but it just isn't working.

Does anyone have any tips for learning how to top? Or finding pleasure in topping/advice on how to proceed?