Im getting a super giant colorful tattoo removed and I’m maybe a four on the Fitzpatrick scale. Im just scared I’m gonna have poor results. Im gonna get an allergic reaction to the red ink. Like I just keep thinking of all the worst possible things that will happen to my arm. What if I spent all this money and put myself through all of this for shit results. Im starting in October.
I’ve been increasingly hating most of my tattoos more and more over the year. I just hate the decisions that I have made honestly. I don’t hate them all and I’m not going to get them all removed but a majority forsure. This tattoo I’m most scared of because its a shitty cover up and I have some scarring from the tattoo… im worried that might leave me more regret for the rest of my life. But I have to get rid of it. I genuinely wanna cry every time I see it. I don’t want people to see it. So I’m gonna go through and just see what happens I suppose cause I genuinely just cannot. I had self harmed when I was younger and had a lot of impulsive tendencies due to some mental health issues. I just marked up my body and now that I’m 25 I just can’t believe it went this far. I need encouragement that there’s a fresh start.