I fked up majorly
I belong to a non-circuital branch and nowadays, I just can't study.
My cgpa is below 8(above 7) and it's already nearing the end of the 3rd sem.
Tomorrow is my ct2 and I'm picking up my book now. I do not know any of the formulae, any of the theories and lemme just say it's one of the toughest subjects for me.
I don't even remember the basics, and on top of everything, I feel relaxed as if my brain gave up, no motivation to study, not scared of what I'm going to do tomorrow.
I come from a rly fucked up family, a loving mother and father were present, but always fought with each other ruining our financial standings. Now I have a lot of expectations on me, with no stable future in sight, i've failed my parents by running away from my responsibilities.
Club work also I've fked up, they might kick me out the one proper thing I've done recently.