u/mythical_motive

Is there any way to get in person blood tests I have tried the at home test kits and just can’t draw enough blood?

Hey, I’ve been in this sub for a while and I find it pretty negative a lot of the time. Don’t get me wrong I find complaining about tucutes extremely cathartic and love that I have finally found a place where people feel how I do and share the same experiences as I do, as I thought I was alone for a long time. However, I thought just to change it up a bit are there any positives with being born with gender dysphoria I guess? Personally I try to hold onto the fact that I am definitely more empathetic to other people’s experiences than I think I would I have been had I have been born correctly. I find that I don’t judge people as much as I think I would have. We all know how his condition sucks but always a silver lining I guess?

Ok so I’m a stealth trans man to 90 percent of people in my life. I like being treated like any other guy no weird attention. However, sometimes when I get close to people who don’t know I’m trans I feel almost like I’m lying keeping it to myself. It feels like a dirty secret. My friends who found out don’t treat me any different than before they knew, apart from bringing it up to win arguments if I take the piss out of them too much😂. It’s just that it feels like it’s a huge disgusting secret I bring to every relationship I’m scared of it being found out and reactions. But I think most of all I’m scared of losing that feeling of being seen by others the way I’ve always seen myself. But it also feels like a huge skeleton to keep in the closet. I don’t know why I’m writing this just wondered if anyone relates to this in anyway? Kind of thinking of telling a close friend who doesn’t know but I fear is figuring it out as he’s seen legal documents with different names etc. Fuck gender dysphoria

I’m on day one of t and extremely impatient. How long until serious muscle mass and voice breaking?