i hate my vagina
Hello. I’m 16f (obviously) and i just did a thorough inspection of my vagina recently after feeling so off about it and i’m disgusted. I hate the way my vagina smells and the way it looks. It makes me so depressed walking around with it there. It makes me feel so depressed looking at it i feel so disgusting. One flap is longer than the other, while the other is tucked and attached to my outer labia(?), and my smegma smells so weird. On top of this, i think i have bv but my mother won’t take me to the doctor because i need a gyno for vaginal health and “i haven’t had sex yet”. I feel so depressed whenever i start my period and whenever it ends. I feel depressed during my follicular phase and literal, and especially during ovulation when my discharge get thicker and all that stupid crap. I hate hate my vagina so much, and i just want to die thinking about how i have one. I hate everything about it, including the way it works. I don’t know why i feel this way, and it’s made me so insecure because no all i can think about is how im disgusting for having a weird vagina, or just a vagina in general. I wish i could take a piece of skin and cover the hole, and leave the NECESSARY holes open. I hate my vagina, and i feel so alone thinking maybe im the only one