u/nastybestie01

I have a gene mutation that prevents me from seeing from the sides, top, and bottom. I used to be really worried about going blind, but I stopped worrying. Yesterday, when we went to the doctor's appointment, she told me to start learning a language for the blind. Before that, another doctor told me I would go blind anyway, and their job was to delay it. I don't know what to do. I had a dream of moving to another country and becoming an actress. But if I go blind, what will I achieve then? I don't have any hidden talents like some people, I'm very ordinary, and if I go blind, I'd rather not live than live my life. I even didn't see the world. Please help me with some advice how I can cope with this.