Autism spectrum disorder and Kallmann syndrome.
I have Kallmann syndrome, which is a rare hormone condition that affects puberty and fertility. It means I have to be on life long hormone replacement therapy.
I had a late diagnosis and treatment which meant I did not have what I would regard as normal teenage years and adolescence.
I have never been formally tested form any form of autisim but others with my condition have. I certainly have developed personality traits over the years, especially linked to social situations. I have never been sure whether this has been linked to hormone levels and not feeling like a "normal" adult or if there was something else going on.
As an example this week at work we had a social gathering one lunch time at work to celebrate somebody's birthday.
I just could not bring myself to attend, to be able to sit around colleagues and have casual conversations or small talk
Everybody is friendly, I just physically could not feel comfortable being in a social group and being relaxed. I needed to go and eat lunch on my own. I have been like this for a while, needing to socially recharge at times.
The more I read about autism spectrum disorder the more I think I fit into it, even though I have never been formally tested.
There may be a link to Kallmann syndrome, my poor hearing certainly does not help my social awareness. It can not solely been down to having KS. I know KS friends who are very friendly and social. I certainly can not blame my behaviour on having KS but the late diagnosis and treatment probably did not help.
>Autistic individuals have a higher rate of social anxiety than the general public. For many, the anxiety is not an irrational fear. As discussed by users on Reddit, there is a consensus that autistic anxiety is often a logical response to real-world obstacles like sensory burnout, past social rejections, and the daily fatigue of navigating a neurotypical world.