u/nemisette

I found out at 1am today, that my baby brother had lost his battle with addiction at 28 years old.

I am on the other side of the world from my family, and it isn't feasible for me to travel until dates of things are confirmed.

I am feeling so many things. I am angry, and hurt, and sad. I feel so much guilt that I can't be there for my dad as the eldest, and for my youngest brother as his older sister.

I don't know how to navigate this.