u/neoij

I have MAD 10mm with mild regurgitation and mild prolapse (20F, nonsmoker/drinker) They gave me metoprolol but unsure i should take it bc I have a relatively normal heart rate and normal bp (my heart rate gets up to 140 when doing really slow yoga upside down but when I sleep its in 50s and 70-80s at rest). I have had rare PVCs and PACs, done an MRI and CT, awaiting another 14-day monitor, and the kicker, a sibling who had SCD in mid 20s though the cause is unknown atm (I will update when I can). I am having chest pain, shortness of breath, and slight dizziness/lightheadedness that been getting worse over the past maybe three years (with a sudden surge in symptoms) but I am also the most anxious i've ever been because of doctors recently telling me the risk is high bc of my sibling. Ive also lost my appetite but that's probably anxiety Im pretty sure the only thing left is to do an implant although I haven't talked to an EP yet (the only way ill be able to soon is to go to the er and I went recently for breathlessness but I had a terrifying experience and I left before long, I know but it was too much at the time). Are they right? Am I at a really high risk? Im terrified of surgery and a life-altering change. An implant would mean I am at high risk forever and it wouldn't even help my symptoms right? Just shock me in case? what should I do, I feel helpless and I dont want to go yet.