u/nihillisticpig

Hi,

I’ve been considering converting for almost a year now but can’t seem to pull the trigger since I find myself struggling to believe in G-d. I currently go to a conservative synagogue and I think this might be a problem for me in the long run if I do decide to convert. I also find myself having a hard time kosher…

I don’t feel like I have any good reasons for conversion other than a pull or feeling to the traditions like lighting candles on Shabbat and celebrating the different festivals. It just doesn’t feel like enough…

If you guys can share your stories on how you dealt with these feelings, I would greatly appreciate it.