u/noseyandiadmitit

My husband died 6 years ago. I really haven't dated since. I did spend time with a friend about 11 months from his death, but it really was just a comfort measure. He was freshly divorced and I was freshly grieving. It helped me heal, him as well. But he was not the type of person I would live with or have a life with. I'm lonely now. I would like to date but would honestly rather date a widow. Someone who would understand I want to talk about my childrens father - not forget he existed. I have this delusional fantasy that I will find a man who I click with, and we will together have space in our home to honor our late spouses. Crazy... I know. I think my kids are ok with me dating - I wonder if its too late. Im 55 btw.