u/nothingbutqz

So let me start off by saying im taking prozac for my depression and PTSD, but im being monitored for bipolar,

Anyways

Ive been on 20 mg for about 3 or 4 months now and its been working until a week ago. I just got really anxious out of no where, I dont know what's causing it but it feels like the type of panic attacks id get before I started taking the prozac, maybe worse, but it just has not gone away, why is this happening. I hate being anxious I cant breathe, my chest hurts, I feel nauseous, I just cant, I cant be anxious anymore I am trying everything to get away from this feeling I hate it and now that I had some semblance of peace its back, what do I do?

So i started prozac originally for my ptsd but my psych is also looking for signs of bipolar since it heavily runs in my family. Im only taking 20 mgs and have been for the past 2 months and will until my psych clears me to be able to go up another dose for my anxiety.

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I thought it'd be fine to drink a little on prozac (which isn't the main issue) but it took a turn i didnt expect.

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I didnt really notice much of a difference on prozac but ive been getting odd looks from my friends, so when my psych asked me last week if I felt any different I said no, because truthfully I dont. But after she asked I started noticing little things, spending a little (a lot) too much, trying things I wouldn't normally like, i even went as far as to drink 3 margaritas and then smoke after, which ive always been afraid of what weed would feel like to me. But I was yearning for it. I still am. Im yearning for the taste of something more. I feel like ive been starved this whole time but no matter how much I ingest its not enough.

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The more I write this out the worse it looks...

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Is this something I should bring up like, now instead of waiting till the next meeting?

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Like i dont feel bad necessarily, but im having a great time, which scares me

I got a bottom premolar taken out on Wednesday, I have really bad anxiety but I work a very demanding job and the whole soft foods diet is leaving me light headed at work, ive tried smoothies and protein drinks but it does the same, can I just suck it up and eat other foods now? It doesnt hurt, it was stitched closed mostly. I just want to eat something with more carbs, like chicken or pizza, im tired of the mashed potatoes and soup, it doesnt fill me up at all😭🙏💔