u/notreadyforthisbs

Even though I do this for myself, posting gives me comfort, comfort that I should probably be getting from “you’re not alone” but don’t.

I have self harmed before a few months ago, with a needle, I wrote bulky letters, filling them in. A few days ago I was given razors by a friend, so I decided to cut again, I got cat scratches first, until I came across how to cut deeper, and my friend also told me how she does it, so i cut deep, and then I cut deeper, did baby beans, then wasn’t sure what to do, put gauze and gauze tape over it, and had to rip it off a bit ago, I then stitched up the wound, at first it was going good, until I just kinda started doing whatever which I could’ve followed a more professional approach but I didn’t, I’m dumb. I hope it heals, I hope this fits here.