u/ofc2logic

day four starts today.

my 10+ years 'sobriety' (using AA's definition, pamphlet 35: a nonalcoholic cannot be a member of AA) has been marred by dependencies on a handful of 'dailies' with medical cannabis and ... other things.

I'm a diagnosed BPD that also takes 600mg of a certain metal ore repackaged as a pharmaceutical for 'bipolar disorder', marijuana as held me together in multiple ways for a long time.

I have been SO. SAD. these last three days.

thinking is crazy fragmented.

the window opened, I jumped through it.

I'm flying!