I want to date but it feels impossible.
I (15, she/her) have been living in a foreign country due to circumstances that I have no say in. I've only recently started to think about my sexuality and I am quite certain that I am a lesbian. Identifying as a lesbian is very difficult for me because almost everyone I know is against the queer community or doesn't have the mental capacity to accept that there are people who experience love differently.
I don't think I will experience the pleasure of dating or even falling in love with the girls that surround me because of my linguistic disadvantage and also the fact that I just don't fancy their personalities. I'm obviously not going to date online so it pretty much feels impossible.
I know that I will have an out in the future but my body painfully desires to hold hands, kiss and just fall in love. I made this post to see if anyone else is feeling this way and if you are, I would love to read your reply.