Hi, I'm Taylor! 🫣
Hello! Just a giddy newcomer here, wanting to share their story.
I recently allowed myself to crossdress for the first time. It was a simple white sundress that I pulled from my spouses side of the closet. It barely fit. But when I put it on, everything immediately changed. This immediate blissful rush. I just felt like me. The real me, not the usual boy filled with depression and regret. Just standing there, in front of the mirror, twirling in my sundress, feeling a happiness I've never felt before. Smiling ear to ear. Absolutely wonderful.
Looking backwards, this subtle urge to wear women's clothing has always been there. I remember browsing the women's side of the catalog as a child, feeling the titillating rush come over me at the thought of wearing the clothes. Quickly shut down by taboo fears, anxiety, and not wanting to be different or cause problems. Ultimately, I repressed it, and chalked it up to interest in women, instead of being a woman.
Anyway, now I'm here. I put on the dress, and I'm completely obsessed. Yet, I have zero idea what to do next. I want to feel beautiful. But, I have no idea how to start. I've been searching online but feel like I'm going in circles. I'm hoping someone here can point me in the right direction.
Where can I learn how to put on makeup properly? Where can I shop for clothes (safely) and experiment? Can I buy a wig? Is that allowed? I'll keep searching online, but I would love to chat with anyone that can point me in the right direction.
Taylor ❤️