I loved the open world of The Hobbit, I would also love a Lego Game of Thrones.
Maybe Walking Dead Lego could work too?
It's been a while since I've posted here, but I had some strange thoughts recently that I don't feel good about so I thought I should probably check myself in with people in a similar boat 😅
I have been grandma's carer for 3 years, she has bad dementia, I live with her. My parents moved in a year ago to share the help and honestly as a 34 yrold woman that's just a different hell.
We've all agreed (for a while) my grandma has no real quality of life; she is often distressed, hallucinating, can't remember any of us, doesn't enjoy doing anything. We have loved her very hard and we want her to be cared for in her home and for her to die peacefully. Sooner rather than later.
I'm quite burnt out by the whole thing, my bedroom is directly above hers and she's always had a habit of just banging things. Day and night but the nighttime is what makes me feel like I'm going insane.
Recently I could hear her banging - sad but I could tell exactly what it was. She was in her bathroom and she was picking up the metal toilet roll holder and just smashing it against the floor.
I knew she hadn't fallen cos she gets on the floor deliberately. I laid awake in my bed for ages, listening to the horrible clanging, thinking - 3 years ago she had a major heart attack, she nearly died. If she keeps banging stuff maybe she'll have another.
Eventually I got up cos I couldn't stand it, went down and picked her up and put her back into bed. She kept getting up and slapping anything that might make noise, but eventually went back to bed herself.
It does make me feel crazy. And now I've felt vaguely homicidal 😅
I love my boyfriend a lot. He's great.
But, there's a guy I know from before I knew him. It's a bad timings things, we have a weird relationship, insane chemistry. We've recently been in touch and I have crazy limerance for this man I barely know but my brain thinks is the one.
I know it's limerance. I haven't cheated on my boyfriend and I won't.
I have a good relationship with my current boyfriend, like honestly the best ive ever been in.
It's just hard for me to get over this man. Which sounds stupid. Ughhhhhh
I can't help but think he is the person I should be with. Which I know is nonsense