Abortion guilt, regret, mourning idk
I had gotten a medical abortion about a month or so ago I honestly don’t remember the exact date. During and after I had passed the abortion I did feel relief, this was a mutual decision my partner and I had made, it took us about 2.5 weeks to come to a final decision. However after that initial wave of relief that I can figure out my career path, get our own place, reliable transport for both of us, the fear that I’m in a state with no family and if I become a single parent imma be alone, I think I regret my abortion. I should’ve put more detail, I’m 22F and he’s 27M, we live with his exs father and brother (weird situation Ik) who treat me with nothing but kindness and were static to find out I was pregnant, and I’ve moved across the country from all family about 2 years ago. When it came to the decision I was scared and fearful of putting my baby into an anything less than perfect life, but I miss em everyday, EVERYDAY. There’s not been one hour of one day for the past 3 weeks where I didn’t miss my baby. Anytime I see someone pregnant or even see a newborn in a show or movie I get emotional, it should’ve been me but I was too scared, even though ik it was the best choice for us.