Sex workers and sex addiction
This is my first time talking about this to anyone. English is not my first language just so you know. I am a 26 year-old male and I actively seek sex workers since I was 20. It all started during the pandemic, I already struggled with porn addiction and masturbation addiction and it suddenly became not enough, so I started seeing sex workers. I live in a country where prostitution is legal. My original plan was to only go once, since I wanted to know what real sex was, and since then it’s been going downhill. I don’t even know how much money I spent with sex workers anymore. The last time I paid for sex was, as of now, 2 months and 10 days ago. And today has been the worst day by far. I keep searching for it, I keep almost sending a message to the sex worker. And even trying my best to satiate this need, it doesn’t go away. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to give up. Sorry if this triggers anybody.