Stress before operation
Hi guys, 21f here. A month ago I was diagnosed with "something in the back of my head" in medula oblongata. Doctors can't tell what that thing is, because it is very unclear. The only thing they know that it's 3.3x3.5cm and that only biopsy after operation will show what is it. I just wanted to ask how do you bear with your feelings when you wait?.. because I have no one to talk to, as if no one gets me. My family is getting defensive when im trying to talk to them about it, my friends.. are not really helping.. they continue as if it didn't happend and nothing is happening..
I just don't know how to continue living because they told me that that kind of surgery is really hard and only one hospital in my country agreed to take my case. They told me that there's a chance I don't wake up later and the chance from severe flaw that might appear during surgery
I am helpless, any advice is welcomed. Thank you