u/patsycockle

I'm trying trakt after the whole tv time stuff and I can't seem to find my all time stats. Am I wrong in thinking that trakt doesn't have them?

My 15yr dog has been diagnosed with hemangiosarcoma, he had emergency surgery to remove his spleen but the mass he had had already ruptured so the cancer has spread. They told us he has a couple more months to live.

I don't know how to deal with this, he's still alive but to me it feels like he's already gone and I really struggle with it. I want to give him all the love I can give him but every time I see him or I'm with him I don't see him as the dog he's been but as what he'll be in a couple of months. I can't help but see him as a ghost, I don't know how to explain this better.

I feel like I can't be the only one experiencing this, how are you dealing/have dealt with this?

Thank you.