u/penisflytrap007

I can't figure out what I'm doing wrong! Just looking for advice, and nothing obscene etc. trying a short one to see if it happens again.

Posted this a few days ago and reddit removed it with no explanation, so trying again. I'm 56, how could all this be coming up now? All the people I read about questioning are so much younger. I think I'm best described as gender fluid, but this is all new to me. I don't know if I want to give up occasional make up and sundresses, so I can't be REAL trans, right?

This kind of started for me after going on a few dates with a trans man I met on HER. I hadn't gotten to know any trans men before, and I'm just so curious with so many questions. It just became so much more real for me, like wow - you can actually DO this? Then down the internet rabbit hole I went. I feel like I'm crazy, maybe just going through a phase. But at my age? Anyway, I'm planning to start slow with a low dose of T. I think I'm just figuring it all out, and telling myself that that is okay.Trying to anyway.