u/persepineforever

... After he tried to rape me.

And I'm stuck on the amount of twisted blame he put in his breakup message. Those lies and attacks on me as a person hurt so much more than just admitting we aren't compatible.

I'm relieved he's gone even though he loved me intensely, but that last message really hits me in the worst possible wound. I've been great about not reading it again, but I'm so tired of being blamed and punished and blamed for the pain other people inflict with their harm.

I was doing so well, and now I'm back at square one. And I feel like this will never stop happening.