Found out my triploidy miscarriage was maternal origin...
This was in June. I also had a MMC in February earlier this year. I feel absolutely numb reading the report the hospital has just sent me. My husband is out with family today and all I can think of is how if I tell him when he gets home, he'll secretly believe it's my fault, that this has happened because I'm past having babies (I'm 36) and he needs to find someone else younger.
I feel like all the grief has just come roaring back. But it was my fault. My body caused it. I desperately want to try again but what if this happened because my eggs are expired? What if it keeps happening?
u/picklefickle987 — 2 days ago