u/piiffi

So, I have (true) white moon selena in virgo 3th house (whole house) and i found out that waldemath, the ghost moon, is next to selena... which is tricky....??

White moon selena is a placements where you re supposed to be blessed/protected. On the other hand, waldemath tell where you are at your lowest. so those two are close each other which could mean at the bottom i am being held? can i be shit person and get away from it?

waldemath is a cloud of dust that is orbiting earth. this so called ghost moon, hypothetical second moon, is not proven to exist by science, but still has it symbolic meaning in astrology. ( But how it is even located in chart if there is not physical body to be found? ) Does anyone have more to tell or fix about waldemath ?

btw, you can find your lilith/selena/waldemath by using astroseek tools.

thank you

edit. I am only here to learn these nuance, not being too serious about this. :D

i also forget to mention why i was interested in waldemath / white moon selena in the first place: i have mild level learning difficulties that include dyslexia (reading difficult) and dysphasia (speaking and understanding difficult), and even some people had used it againts me, those disabilities also have give me joy, since i dont have filter in my brain to think through words.

-> beside waldemath / white moon selena my 3rd house is empty, so i have to look other placements to find a glue of my disabilities, and i can see some difficulties with mercury since it sit with saturn bound. but does it explain all? is there some other indicates? could white moon selena/waldemath give another layer to this?

I recently have studied traditional astrology chart, and noticed tight aspects with my prenatal full moon, nodes and balsamic moon, creating pattern that look like mystic rectangula. syzygy (prenatal fullmoon) and nodes are more abstract point than actually body at time of a birth, but all still related to moon. pattern has also connection with other planets, angles and vertex / antivertex.

what i know, is that syzygy is an old, not so commonly used placements today, and nodes are more part of modern astrology, right? Prenatal syzygy is a point where moon - earth - sun was somehow unite before birth, and in traditional astrology, this is taking as starting point of the soul or when souls decided to come to birth. on the other hand, balsamic moon is the last phase of moon. my phase is just one day before new moon and it is almost excatly there where sun was in prenatal full moon two weeks before, so it is opposite syzygy. even declination of natal moon is excat opposite(contra parallel) to syzygy. but i havent find any good explination or how to read it, can you help me? (any book, advice?)

what make this opposite more complex is the fact that nodes either sextile or trine syzygy / moon. aspects are tight, ~1 degree. in the case of moon, having harmonic aspects to nodes could mean that my feelings naturally support my journey from past to where i supposed to go (putting it simply). But meaning of syzygy, again. - i dont know how to read it. is it even correct way to take it part of (modern) aspect pattern?

beside technical perspective of syzygy, if there is any spesific way to look at it, what stop me to be my best self? to me, it seems i should naturally be were i should be, but it doesn't feel like.

thank you ~