u/pinkmoon0000000

hi i am going through an episode and i feel like words stick to me and i have no boundaries with other people in my psychic space. i feel like im always surveyed in my mind and its driving me crazy. i dont know what to do. i texted my psychiatrist and i dont know if i need to change my antipsychotics to a different type. this episode has lasted a month or so. i got prescribed clonazepam but i ran out. i feel scared all the time. i feel like i can't breathe without harming people and things i love. i don't know what im allowed to do. if anybody wants to talk i really need friends and support right now

i tend to have bad symptoms in the summer time i really don't like hot weather and i stay inside a lot more i've had episodes at other times of year but summer is specifically difficult for me im on 120 mg latuda and when i have an episode i take 40 more mg until the episode subsides but i've been having really bad insomnia and nightmares for like a month now and the only thing that makes them stop is klonopin but i ran out of my emergency prescription and i feel really strung out when i am awake. i started lithium at the lowest dose yesterday and idk if that is helping or making it worse i had a bad nightmare last night and only got like 4 hours of sleep

it's not exactly like digital snow all over it's like digital looking black spots in my vision