u/pockychanboi

Hey everyone!! Im still a fairly new tarot reader and im looking for y'alls thoughts on this.

For some context I've been practicing tarot for about 3-4 years and I've been taking it more seriously since January so I would consider myself fairly new. With my decks permission I have assigned certain cards to people in my life. I assigned the 10 of swords to this guy I've been in a on and off situationship for the last 4 years.

Any time I ask about him the card jumps out and its becoming quite frequent over the last few weeks or so and given the personal details I know about his life it feels like the deck is telling me something I just cant figure out. To be more specific and not reveal to much about his life the revrsed meaning matches his life more, that being trying to find a way out of a certain situation he's in. Additionally Ive done other readings suggesting that he wants a relationship but is scared of how others will feel and how his family will affect it.

My family, boyfriend, other tarot friends and I are definitely interested to see what others my think and to see if its worth asking him? Especially my boyfriend as he wants to know if I should let him into our open dynamic or not.

I hope you all are able to see something im not and have an amazing day!!

Other than my bloating making me look pregnant my medical team says im recovery quite well! My right side does look a bit weird but thats due to pectus excavatum in my right side and im learningto accept it. Other than that im really happy with the results especially the left side!!

Shout out to Dr nadim Joukhadar for my surgery!

Im so happy I finally got the surgery I've been wanting for years!!

If you all are curious my surgery was perform by DR. Nadim Joukhadar at the Nova Scotia surgery clinic. I chose to receive double incision, keeping nipples and drains for the beat outcome.

I was very anxious leading up to the surgery a week before but once I took all my pre op medication they gave me i was to tired to care lol. The staff were amazing and helped calmed down my OCD fears/intrusives buy explaining and being very understanding. I was walked in to operation room where all the staff were very polite and cheerful with me. The oddest part was when they put some pre sedation in and everyone started sounding auto tuned which geeked me out a bit but after that I blinked and woke up in recovery. I woke up a chatty Cathy and made sure to vocalise my happy opinions (also I made sure to tell the nurse to take care of her nails apparently).

The car ride home was a bit interesting. Sometime during the ride I unbuckled myself while we were hydro planning on the road. Lastly all I can remember before waking up fully off anesthesia was me throwing up all my apple sauce :(( I was quite upset at that according to family. Im so lucky my family was extremely supportive and multiple have been to take time off work to take care of me. I was spoiled with a new build a bear and matching pajamas.

I guess I just want to say to the people who have their surgery coming up and are really anxious. You are completely valid and its perfectly normal for you to feel that way!!!! By just saying off handly to my nurse that I was scared she was able to make a plan and help me. I believe all of us got this weather we are post op by some time or getting surgery soon. ❤️❤️

P.S i requested a picture of what I looked like intubated post anesthesia because ive always been to curious. After a big laugh from all the staff they took the picture. so if you guys are curious I can share that picture too.