u/pookie74

I'm literally begging for my mother's passing. I know how horrible that sounds. She doesn't *want* to die because I'm killing myself keeping her alive. For what? She's miserable. In pain. Unaware of how close to death I am. I'm miserable and hospice as a single caregiver is absolutely traumatizing.

Mother will be going to a lock down facility Saturday. Can anyone share what I may need to send with her? This is my first respite and on top of the guilt I feel very unsure but ABSOLUTELY need a break.