Members Clubs and Troubleshooting
Hey!
So I moved back from nyc to come here to look after my grandma. A few days later she fell and has been from hospital to nursing home to hospital.. etc. bedridden and needing full time care since then.
I used to work with/attend members clubs in nyc and host and do tons of freelance and would love to do it here to have a social space and income in places with a valuable community- I’m 27, sold my car years ago, and the only grandkid that’s been her number one advocate and now gotten her to a point where others can help manage this all now I’ve been living at her place that’s got old carpet and mold and dust and buggies- makes me dizzy if I’m there for too long (I clean but it’s an old house now with a lot of stuff and old air ducts)
Id like to go out and have a life and money in my pocket to feel like a person again since I’ve got maybe $300 total after all of this, no social life here, and running on fumes of wishful thinking and microsteps towards my startup ideas
TLDR: constantly denied jobs, iso remote work or something worth while, needs encouragement and love pls
ps i know i can be more proactive and don’t need to be outsourcing life advice here but it’s hard to keep it all in my little damn head
I post on depop in the meantime and try to take up modeling or starting a Substack or my art career but then just wake up trying to get my head straight