Why is it that the people you expect to support you are the ones on the front lines bringing you down?
I am honestly so scared to enter law school because I don’t get any emotional support from my family. Yes, they support me financially, pero ang hirap parin pag wala silang bilib sayo. Kasi kilalang kilala ka nila eh, alam nila triggers mo. It’s like they exactly know the right words to say that will leave you questioning your worth, your ambitions and your faith. If I failed an exam or had a bad recit, nakakabangon ako kinabukasan at kaya kong sabihin sa sarili ko na kaya ko. But it’s the fact that I am doing this for them that hurts, kasi sila pa mismo yung didiin sayo pababa.
Sana makita niyo ko the way other people see me. Kasi gusto ko lang naman maging proud kayo sakin.